I'm double posting, yeah what about it? Anyway, I was reading Matthew's blog, and I realized I'm an idiot. I never notice, I'm self centered, when you have problems, I'm not there. I just plain suck. You are so complex, and you have so much going on that I don't know about. If it wasn't for Carrie, and the rest of your friends, I might be out a brother, and that scares me more than any mass murderer or killer could ever do. The night before you left, I cried. It hit me, you, the kid I've grown up with, learned with, who I talked about things I would never mention to anyone, was leaving in the morning and not coming back. So I texted people, and I got better. I'm such a terrible brother, that I don't know what I've even been doing that qualifies to make me your sibling. But I'm gonna change that. I'm more focused now, and I'm there for you kiddo.
My son, if you accept my words and store up my commands within you, you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God Proverbs 2:1, 5
I know now, I hear the commands, and I accept.
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