Bobby Dennis and the Love Talk

So Bobby broke up with Jadi, his girlfriend. And we got to talking. And it brought up a flurry of different emotions about the girl I thought I used to like. But I realized that I've just been hiding all of that crap underneath under things. You know what sucks? I can't move on. I can't move past it. Just thinking about her drives me crazy. I wish I could be around her every moment of every day. I just wish I could ask her out, and she would look at me and say, "About time, I've been waiting!" and we would go on in life with nothing to slow us down, because nothing could touch us. I sound so stupid right now, but it's true. I only want to be around her. I want her to myself. I look on facebook and see the time she spends with other people and it hurts. Because I could have been there. But I wasn't. It's funny, because Bobby feels the exact same. Steven may be my big brother, but Bobby and I have become more than that. He's into this girl named Allison. He talks about Allison the same way I talk about her. I'm kinda sad now. I really wish things could be different. I wish I could like someone else. I wish I could just ignore her. But I can't. It hurts to know I can't change anything. I'm just going to hurt forever. The best I can do is suture the wound and hope it doesn't open up again.

So... Aside from depressed-ness, I have a paper to type. And another paper to type. And another paper to redo. Bleh, shoot me please.

So. Drop me a text. Except you Grandma. That would be awkward.