What is today? Ah, I don't care.

So today, like many before it, and many after it, was a bad day. It all started this morning with work. You see, yesterday I bought a pair of converse (I think...) and they are highly uncomfortable. So, I wore them to work because my other shoes were soaked by an unnamed source (trust me, you don't want to know). So for six hours, I stood, in incredibly uncomfortable shoes. Then, I came home (as in my house) only to find that my step-dad had spent over a hundred dollars in junk food, which was supposed to go to rent. Now, I'm juggling essentially three problems: Finances. Matt, if you are reading this, you really need to be on your own. Mom is going crazy. Also, I don't know what I should do. I think I really need to help my family right now. But I still have tuition to pay off, not to mention my student loans. Second, I have college as it's own problem. I'm not sure how long I can go in this place without anyone to sit by at lunch and assemblies and such. It's driving me crazy not having anything to do. Lastly, girl troubles. I'm still thinking about that A LOT. Why do things have to be so difficult all the time. I heard in a song the other day this: God, you must have a strong belief in me to put me what I'm going through. I guess I could take it that way. God thinks I'm amazing and can handle this. And if God thinks I can, so should I. I'm just a little hazy on the details.